Look for the hidden treasure!

"The Kingdom of heaven is like a treasure buried in a field, which a person finds and hides again, and out of joy goes and sells all that he has and buys that field."
Matthew 13:44

I am reminded of Fr. James Martin, SJ, who points out that the guy is a bit sneaky in not telling the land owner about the treasure in the field...but that isn't really the point of the story, is it? Each time I hear it I ponder a different angle of it and today I thought of all the hidden "treasures" buried into each of our days.  Each day is a new opportunity to find and dig up a treasure.  Oh, it may not feel like it at all.  We may feel we go along, nose to the grindstone, just doing what we do to make a living and get to the end of the work week. But, in reality, if we really search like the man in the field, we will find many treasures each day.  Maybe it is a surprise phone call or visitor who surprises us. Maybe a project we are working on works out beautifully. Maybe we have an unexpected positive encounter with someone who often rubs us the wrong way. Whatever happens to us this day, let's keep our eyes and ears open for hidden treasures. They may be buried deep, so we really may have to hunt.  But this summer Wednesday is special and God has many gifts for us to behold.  Love, heidi

The quiver of our hearts.

"May your compassion quickly come to us, for we are brought very low."
Psalm 79:8

I remember, long ago, reading the definition of compassion as being the quiver of our hearts in sync with the suffering of another.  Compassion is feeling the pain of another person's suffering.  Beautiful, that. Daughter Jeni has been helping a couple visiting the US for medical treatment. They live a very simple life in another country so the perplexities of navigating a big city here in the states is overwhelming to them.  Jeni has spent the last several days helping them get "sorted," as they say. Her mission finished, we talked on her way to the airport yesterday and her voice quivered with compassion as she described their situation. Her love and concern for them came through loud and clear. Her compassion moved me and my heart quivered with concern for them, too. Compassion is contagious, Friends!  Let's seek that as we move through our summer Tuesday. Loving and Compassionate God, thank you for pouring love into our hearts so we can feel the struggle of others. Help us to never lose that as you never lose your compassion for us. Help us to help others...love, heidi

There is God...

"We are afflicted in every way, but not constrained; perplexed, but not driven to despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down but not destroyed..."
2 Corinthians 4:8-9

Do we ever wonder why we go through trials and difficulties? Why do we have to go through times of affliction, persecution, feeling struck down? Looking back on just those times, I can see how, being taken right to the brink, during those times, I grew. I was able to draw from a strength I didn't even know I had; God's strength. What does being taken to the brink do for us? It teaches us that, even when we are taken to the very end of our own ability, we can endure and survive, because God takes us further. God makes sure we are not constrained or driven to despair. God gets us through. Prior to that, we can go along, merrily through life, and have the illusion that our success is our own. Our good times are due to our own resources or good fortune. We can believe we get along through our own devices.  But if we are taken to the very end of our own selves, the line where we can go no farther with our own ability, God takes us through. When we come to the very end of ourselves, there is God.  Love, heidi

The parables of our lives...

"But blessed are your eyes, because they see, and blessed are your ears, because they hear."
Matthew 13:16

Sometimes this Gospel seems murky to me.  Why is Jesus making his teaching even harder to understand and grasp by speaking in parables? What if, by speaking in parables, Jesus was making it actually easier to understand? In "Jesus--A Pilgrimage," Fr. James Martin SJ helps us to see that Jesus' use of parables was illustrative to the people. He spoke using images the people could easily relate to in their daily lives. They understood seed-sowing. They could relate to a man being beaten up on the side of the road. Perhaps they had a wayward son who didn't appreciate the family farm.  What about us? Can we see the blessings in the parables of our lives? Pray-As-You-Go today invites us to look at our own lives and see the blessings right in front of us that may not actually feel like blessings.  Often, blessings are more easily identified in retrospect.  At the time we are going through something it may not feel like a blessing at all. But, later, when a lesson has been learned or we have grown through the difficulty, we can see the blessing in it. Let's take some time and look around what's happening in our lives right now.  It may be difficult to see, but we have eyes to see the blessings if we look carefully and trust that God is working, even in the mess we may find ourselves in.  Love, heidi

Put your words in my mouth, Lord!

"Then the Lord extended his hand and touched my mouth saying, 'See, I place my words in your mouth.'"
Jeremiah 1:9-10

Isn't that a beautiful image? Haven't we all experienced times when we've felt God has given us just the right thing to say? Haven't we all experienced the opposite when we wished God could have clamped our mouths shut, thus avoiding the shame of our ill-chosen words hanging over our heads in a bubble? If we give God half a chance God will provide our words...more carefully than when we choose them ourselves.  Especially now, when emotions are running so hot and everyone seems ready to combust. How can we turn our words and reactions over to God? Can we allow God to filter what we say so that we can bring peace--God's peace--to our high fire danger world? Today, let's remember these words from the prophet Jeremiah. God can say it to us, too, if only we surrender our words to God.  Gracious and peace-sowing God, please put your words in my mouth today, so I can only say kind, compassionate, truthful and loving words to your people. Love, heidi

Letting God love us...

"Gospel holiness has little to do with moral achievements or the elimination of defects (that is an ego need). It is almost entirely about receiving God's free gift of compassion, mercy, and forgiveness."
Fr. Richard Rohr, Daily Meditation, 7/19/16

There is something so deeply ingrained in us that we get what we deserve. If we are good we are rewarded; if we are bad, we are punished.  But a deep look at the Gospels show us that Jesus turned much of that upside down. He even told the people that tax collectors and prostitutes will enter the Kingdom of heaven before the pious and holy and how could that even be? It's because, hopefully through God's grace, we will realize that we cannot save ourselves through our actions, prayers, and words. Eventually we accept our human state and, in fact, rejoice in it. We recognize that we are made in the image and likeness of God and God loves us, faults and all.  Our sanctity, as St. Therese of Lisieux says, is God within us. "Oh my God--to be Yourself my Sanctity!" If we think we need to please God from afar we are wasting precious time that could be spent enjoying God's love, forgiveness, and mercy.  Let's think about this today and revel in the beauty of it!  Love, heidi